It has been way too long since I have posted here. I apologize for that. Life took hold of me and wouldn't let go. So many changes have occurred and so much has happened.
I switched jobs, planned a bridal shower and a bachlorette party, had decided to let a friend go, moved and fought with family. I ran out of meds and lost my mind for a hot minute. And for a while I had been having a hard time being positive and happy. Been concentrating on the bad and playing victim, thinking why is this happening TO me?! Feeling overwhelmed and just tired and sad. A few weeks ago I had a self reflection moment and I decided I was done throwing myself a pitty party, I was done playing victim and I was done being sad and pathetic. I decided to be happy. Let me tell you it has payed off. Not only am I actually happy but I was down 2.8 lbs the first week at weigh in. Needless to say, that made me even happier. :) Even when I went up I was only up by one pound and now I am back down 1.4. It's not a HUGE amount but it's steps in the right direction.
Tonight I reorganized my fridge to make it more WW friendly. The way fridges are designed veggies and fruits are hidden in a drawer and let's face it, we forget about them. We waste money by letting it spoil and we end up eating complete CRAP instead. I decided to put some drinks and my veggies on top, fruits and eggs below that and the bottom shelf is bread, cheese and meat. The drawer is now for my alcohol and other crap that really don't need to be out in the open because I should NOT be consuming it that often. Out of sight and out of mind...I hope anyway! UFTA!
FINALLY I have been able to schedule my surgery and it's coming up QUICK! June 26th I'm going under the knife. Wish me luck folks! I'm kinda scared. Didn't realize it was that serious of a procedure. My sis went in to have her gallbladder removed and she was in and out the same day, I'm gonna be spending a night or two in the hospital and out of work for 3+ weeks. Sigh. We will see what develops.
On a sad note my fishy, Frankie the Fin passed away not long ago. 😥 I decided I can't do fish anymore. I don't have the best of luck with them. So I decided to get guinea pigs. I got them from Craig's List. A mom and daughter combo. Super cute. The mom has warmed up to me but the daughter is still cautious.
Frankie the Fin...
Mama...
Daughter...
Well ladies and gents I think it's time to say goodnight. It has been a long day and I am ready for some peace and quiet.
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